To this day, there are still people reminding me to avoid offending others. I have reflected for a long time, as someone who doesn't mingle in circles, doesn't speak up, and only attends events in the tea break area, I really don't know how I could offend various "big brothers". But after thinking about it, it might be that my personality isn't "distinct" enough. I prefer to be straightforward, if I like something, I like it, if I don't, I don't, and I dislike when people engage in petty actions behind my back. I genuinely hate Wang Xiaolou and Chen Xiaomeng (MengLayer) from the Chinese community, and I particularly dislike those who act pretentious and engage in various petty actions behind the scenes. I didn't participate much in Surf because I was in Hong Kong, and I met a sister from Surf, who said that Wang Xiaolou writes very well and has depth, and then I felt that this project was just like that. I didn't participate in $FF, even saying a week before $FF launched that $FF is the next $Solv, because Chen Xiaomeng was building $FF. Don't say behind my back that I offend people; the people I dislike, I always say it openly on the table. That's all.

I am an idiot.